...on the 24th which was yesterday, went to Balkis wedding...the setting was nice and she looked prettyy...went alone...pathetic rite..met some of the J peeps ..saw hidayah and husband ...roza ..elfy ...indra...with their patners respectively...
....hmmm i dunno lah each time i went to my colleagues or frens wedding , it did occured to me when will be my turn but each time i think abt the future it makes me feel sad ..hmm i dunno y ...sometimes i just felt that there are so many un-certain-ity in my future...the more i keep thinking abt it the more it made me feel down....its not easy and rosy as it looked..so many things to consider but if i just keep on brushing the issue of my future aside, and just be ignorant or in other word just be happy and contented with what i have now, when can i decide what i want in my future ? and won't it be too late if i start realising that "hey is not gonna to work!.."
hmm...i noe i got to be very optimistic but at the same time i need to face up to reality rite...i can't be all the time in lala land rite...yup some may say that im still young ...23 oni mah...but don't u think that time passes by us very quickly and now we already moving on to the 2nd half of the year....and soon 2007 will be over for us....
this type of discussion always made me headache lar....very complicated..
haiya...let me go to sleep first ...so that i can think much better when i wake up.....
love,
you princezz
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