Friday, October 17, 2008

Its freaking scary

Hmm me just came back frm night shift...had breakfast with the SCs(Haikal, KC and Fauzan)..it was fun laughing with them outside our normal werking place hehe...well it was a quite a bz tour lah...i didnt have much rest earlier in the day coz had brunch with love and we went to get my mummy her bday pressy...this time round me and love decided to share half half hehehe....so sweeetttt ..thanks dear :P...we bought my mummy a handbag and we ordered a bouquet of flowers specially to be delivered on her b'day and and and... it really cost us a BOMB u noe...hahaha but its ok ..i oni got one mummy and love got oni one "ehehehemmmm" who dotes on him lotsss :)...so basically i went for my nite shift without taking any afternoon nap AGAIN....haizzz....luckily got redbull energy to keep me awake.

This year me and family really did not celebrated Hari Raya as per norm...maybe my nenek no longer with us so we really felt the different... tomoro exactly 100 days...and there will be kenduri at my uncle's house in Pasir Ris...

Btw when love gave me the hp pressy for our anniversary, i told him that im freaking out coz it seems that what i wished for and wants, alhamdulilah all were granted and will be granted and its really really freaking me out seh...coz i noe that in this world we can't get all the things we want and im just scared that HE will take anything or anyone i love away from me..Subhannallah....but i really felt contented with what HE had given me so far....ALHAMDULLILAH syukur...

okie...hmm wen the raya come to an end, im left with 23 more days before one of my dream really come true....nope i dun really intend to end my singlehood early...may be abt 3-4 yrs time by then hopefully me and love still deeply in love with each other and our dream of holding a "Simple yet exclusive" theme will come true....and hopefully by them both of us have enuf $$$ to have a family of our own. So for now me and love will really enjoy our single hood and our dating days as much as possible. Its not that after marridge u can't do that but it just the commitments which bonded the 2 of us will be different. This is my point of view lah....Nvm...Back to my trip...i can't believed that at the age of 24 im going backpacking in Europe hehe..and the best of all with the company of love somemore ...so tell me abt it...Shouldnt i be FREAKING out!!!

K lah need some beauty sleep as later gonna fetch mummy and daddy to go JB...so till then tadaaaaa...

Love,
Sweety Princess

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